About Amazing Heart by Pamela Taeuffer
“I’m running to my love. He’s the one I’ve always wanted but was too afraid to tell. I can’t wait to get to him. Finally, after years or fear from being raised in a family battling alcoholism I feel free. And then . . . I’m stopped in full sprint.”
It’s Amazing, but for the first time in my life I have let go of the control. I’ve battled so hard to hold onto the twisted security of my family’s battle with alcoholism—it’s what I’ve known—never risking too much, holding back, so the hurt didn’t cut too deep. Now?
I feel a new life
It’s . . . intimacy, being held, letting someone see into my dark places so the light, hidden since a little girl, can finally become brilliant. It’s amazing. I’m about to shout my love for a man who seems to understand me like no one ever has. After I do, will everything fall apart? In my heart of shadows, the fear of being abandoned beats inside my head with regular rhythms.
“Please take me in your arms,” I say silently. “Accept my dark places. Help me understand you won’t leave me.” Maybe I’m dreaming when he says, “Whatever path we choose, whatever arises, we’ll overcome our fears.” Have a finally been set free from generational mistakes that are passed forward in our family?
Dare I ask for what I want and trust myself enough to share my thoughts, wishes, dreams . . . dare I actually hope in another person? Will he break his promises like my parents did to me? Can I really, really, be alive, vulnerable, open and reach for deep, sensual intimacy? Can I take a risk and transition into joy?
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